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Natasha Romanoff ([personal profile] widows_kiss) wrote in [community profile] entrancelogs2014-09-23 07:27 am

[Semi-Closed] Event Aftermaths

Who: Natasha Romanoff and various friends/teammates
Where: Around the Manor
When: The days following the Mirror Event and Hunt for the Sword
Rating: PG-13ish?
Summary: Catch-all post for Natasha touching base with the newly-returned people who got sucked to the Other Side
The Story:

With the sword handed over to the Queen of Hearts and the Mirrors now returning to their own side, Natasha's both a little relieved and more than a little worried about what this will mean for the returningReals who were trapped over there. The fact that she's one of the only few on her team that didn't end up transitioning over at some point is not lost on her, has her wondering why and for what purpose, but she suspect she knows all the same. Which is why she spends the immediate first few days once more combing the Manor, this time searching out her teammates and friends she knows were drawn to the Other Side and making sure they'd returned mostly unharmed.

And if she had to start composing apologies for what her Mirror might have done over there. At the very least, she wanted to know more, if they were willing to tell her.

[[OOC: This is a Semi-Closed log for some pre-arranged threads to deal with the fallout of encounters with her Mirror Side, or the visit to the Mirror Side in general. Interested in threading out something with her, feel free to ping me!]]
notmymccalling: (Look down)

[personal profile] notmymccalling 2014-09-23 04:06 pm (UTC)(link)
He was fidgety and awkward. Being thrust back into his own side of the mirror was just as jarring as being chucked across the first time. Slightly less painful this time around, however. He was ever so grateful to be back, but he had a slight problem with which he wasn't sure how to deal. He tries again to wrestle it off through sheer strength and it still has a very shocking outcome. One that left him on the floor for quite a while. Honestly, he had no intention of running around for the duration of his stay in Wonderland with the menacing thing locked around his neck. It was embarrassing for starters and painful on top of that. It hindered his strength and left him fatigued even when he wasn't fighting to get it off.

After a few failed tries, he manages to get a decent looking turtle neck shirt from the closet and slips out of his room to find the one person he's pretty sure can help. She was also the very same person he had no intention of telling just how he came about his new fashionable accessory. He owes her a visit anyway and if he knows anything about his mirror, an apology somewhere along the line.

When Scott reaches her room, he hesitates for a good long count before knocking just as hesitantly on her door. He feels like such an idiot, and he really wishes he could just get the damn thing off himself without involving anyone else.
Edited (Because I'm dumb and I know a little more about the collar now. xD) 2014-09-25 09:58 (UTC)
notmymccalling: (I can handle it.)

[personal profile] notmymccalling 2014-09-25 08:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Normally, he would probably be able to sense the anxiety that his sight caused. He'd seen the tension in her form, but that was the extent of his perception. He'd been too busy from the moment he arrived on the other side to even find the right mirror to keep an eye on what his alternate had done, so he really had no clue what Natasha had put up with. Or Bucky, for that matter.

"Tasha, I need your help with something."

Any injuries he sustained on the other side were healing slowly thanks to the current. Still faster than humanly possible, but bruises would probably still leave some discolouration if one was looking closely enough. He could imagine, if she had just happened on his doorstep after he got back in, he would have been tense at first, too.
notmymccalling: (Falling to pieces)

[personal profile] notmymccalling 2014-09-26 03:24 pm (UTC)(link)
While his senses are dulled, she doesn't run the risk of him noticing anything out of the ordinary. All bets were off when his body readjusts. She opens the door and lets him in, to which he gratefully accepts. Once inside, he drops to his knees, the twitching in his muscles was getting to the point he couldn't keep it hidden.

"I didn't--" He swallows hard and looks up to her. "know who else to go to. You know what I am and you're good with tech." He pulls the turtle neck's collar down to show the device, flush against his skin. "It's an electric collar. I can't get it off, but don't let it shock you." He didn't want her to get hurt over it.
notmymccalling: (Look down)

[personal profile] notmymccalling 2014-09-26 05:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Scott nods when she tells him to sit tight and works on pulling the turtle neck off while she gets her tools. He still had his tee on underneath, but its collar left the device visible without worry of getting in the way. He glances at the tools when she returns and smiles weakly.

"I'm not worried about another shock or two. Can't be worse than every time I've tried to break it." He tries to sit rigid so his posture doesn't slouch, giving her more room to work. "Still as I can." He assured, letting his hands rest on the ground to brace himself. But something under his fingers catches his attention and he glances down without moving his head. There are claw marks in the carpet. He splays his fingers out over them then curls them down into the grooves. They fit perfectly. He closes his eyes and leaves it unsaid for now, guilt welling up all over again.
notmymccalling: (You said you'd wait forever)

[personal profile] notmymccalling 2014-09-26 06:05 pm (UTC)(link)
His entire body visibly relaxed when the current sputtered out. When she spoke, his shoulders sagged. He stayed still and quiet for a moment, but the effects were almost immediate on his body. He regained some colour and the bruise on his brow faded away. His breathing levelled out as did his heartbeat.

"Thanks. Seriously, thanks. That was awful." He admits with a sheepish smile when he looks up. "Yeah, lemme get my strength back." But he doesn't lift his hand from the carpet. Instead, he nods down to it.

"He was here, wasn't he? I've never picked up his scent before. It's a lot like mine--almost identical, actually. But just like over there there are subtle differences." He sets his jaw, looking more serious. "What'd he do? Did he hurt you?" The guilt weighs even heavier, and as easily as she can probably read him, she should be able to tell he's blaming himself.
notmymccalling: (Falling to pieces)

[personal profile] notmymccalling 2014-09-26 08:05 pm (UTC)(link)
A smile quirks at his lips when she curses his senses, but he's still too worried about her to drag his expression completely out of its worried concern.

"I don't want you to hide it from me." He mutters softly. "When he's here, I mean. Or... if for some reason I do something..." He turns his gaze up at her again. "A scratch is all it takes. Deep enough from an Alpha. And if it doesn't turn you, it... it kills you." He curls in on himself a bit. Normally, the ruffling of his hair would bring a bright smile back to his face. Though he leans into her hand, it doesn't lift his mood much. "How can I not? He targeted you because of me."

"Whether it's me or him, if I come at you, don't fight to disable. I can't..." He swallows hard again, blinking back the well of tears. "I can't lose anyone else."
notmymccalling: (Melancholic)

[personal profile] notmymccalling 2014-09-26 10:29 pm (UTC)(link)
Scott looked up when she moved in front of him and captured his gaze, holding it there. He forces back his budding fear and anxiety as she speaks. He takes a steadying breath, shuddering it out. With it, he finds a stronger resolve and nods lightly. As much as her hands would allow.

"Electricity's your best weapon against me--against him. Those wristbands pack some serious kick. He won't touch you if you've got them on." Not that he'd been Stung or anything. Nope. Don't question it. "I may not be my Mirror, but if I ever do lose control, I could really hurt people."

He brushes the 'almost' tears away from his eyes. "Tasha, I... I don't think I ever want to leave here." That was a very, very deep admission from the teen.
notmymccalling: (Falling to pieces)

[personal profile] notmymccalling 2014-09-29 07:19 pm (UTC)(link)
He's grateful she announced her movements deliberately, because he likely would have jumped or worse had she been as quiet as he knows she can be. He leans into her hold, obviously not unsettled enough to let it get to him right now.

"Too much happened." He tries to keep his voice level, and for now, it was working. "I thought I could protect them. Everyone. I thought--" He closes his eyes tightly, still able to see her face when she tells him she loves him. "What good is all this power if I couldn't save her? I'd--I'd give it all up to have her back. She d--" That time the word was choked off in his throat as it tightened. "It happened so fast." The words were mechanical; a mantra repeated until he forgot the meaning of the words themselves and only knew how to say them. Foreign and cold words. "One of the Oni got her and I was just seconds too late. I couldn't even take her pain. I couldn't do anything." He sniffles, curling in on himself in her hold.

"I don't ever want to go back. I almost fell apart when she answered me on the network. But, God, she can't know. She can't." Though he didn't mention her name, Natasha probably knew who the 'she' was. But right now, her name was a taboo. He couldn't say it out of fear. If he voiced it, Wonderland might realise and she might disappear from here too.