[It's just not really fair to other people, right? Making yourself a burden on them, making them have to tiptoe around you. Making them look at you with that guilt and that pity, and that sort of vague suspicion, like maybe you're making it up for attention, or maybe it's not as bad as you say, or maybe you just weren't trying hard enough.]
nah. guess it doesn't. and, uh, i'm a big fan of things bein' easy. but on the other hand...i, uh. i dunno. always just...seemed better to spare people all that. when...heh.
[God, this is hard to talk about. He's not used to this at all. He's usually so slick with his words, but he just...doesn't know how to phrase things, how to sum things up. He doesn't talk about this stuff. He doesn't talk about anything.]
when you're, uh, already that much a burden on folk, just--just always seemed easier to not even bother. just let 'em come to their own conclusions. if they don't know, then they don't--you don't catch 'em looking at you the way you do. if that makes sense.
i can't stand it when she touches me
nah. guess it doesn't. and, uh, i'm a big fan of things bein' easy. but on the other hand...i, uh. i dunno. always just...seemed better to spare people all that. when...heh.
[God, this is hard to talk about. He's not used to this at all. He's usually so slick with his words, but he just...doesn't know how to phrase things, how to sum things up. He doesn't talk about this stuff. He doesn't talk about anything.]
when you're, uh, already that much a burden on folk, just--just always seemed easier to not even bother. just let 'em come to their own conclusions. if they don't know, then they don't--you don't catch 'em looking at you the way you do. if that makes sense.