"...What?"

That was. Sure, it was awful, but it was more bizarre than it was something to be mortified over. Why in the world would you want to beat your friends up just to take care of them later? Wasn't that just making a pain in the ass for yourself? Jean didn't see how someone could possibly enjoy that.

"That's fucked up, and I don't get why you'd want to do it at all. But is it really such terrible secret?"