[There's a sickening, vindictive twist in his gut - the thing he knew was true, and was just waiting to hear in full. And he did. It's his fault, he knows. It's his fault that thing showed up. And it's that thing that turned Alex, that torqued him, that made him someone who shot friends in the gut without a second thought.]
[It's an admission he knew he'd been expecting. Had himself mentally braced for since he made that confession on the burnt, abandoned floor of an old hospital room. Since Jay tried to save face by saying that he's not like Alex, at least.]
It was that thing that made Alex what he is. And whose fault is that, huh?
[Sans breaks in with a line he already knew was a problem, and Clem - Clem's the most astute, and asks the worst question of all.]
[Because he can't prevent the answer from boiling out of him.]
I want to have never met any of you. I want to be - normal, fuck! I want to not poison every person I meet!
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[There's a sickening, vindictive twist in his gut - the thing he knew was true, and was just waiting to hear in full. And he did. It's his fault, he knows. It's his fault that thing showed up. And it's that thing that turned Alex, that torqued him, that made him someone who shot friends in the gut without a second thought.]
[It's an admission he knew he'd been expecting. Had himself mentally braced for since he made that confession on the burnt, abandoned floor of an old hospital room. Since Jay tried to save face by saying that he's not like Alex, at least.]
It was that thing that made Alex what he is. And whose fault is that, huh?
[Sans breaks in with a line he already knew was a problem, and Clem - Clem's the most astute, and asks the worst question of all.]
[Because he can't prevent the answer from boiling out of him.]
I want to have never met any of you. I want to be - normal, fuck! I want to not poison every person I meet!