[Shaun eats a couple of gummy bears before speaking again.]
I never thought about using a camera to verify what was real and what wasn't, but then, I have people around me most of the time who know just how crazy I am and are pretty good at keeping me on track.
It's easier to tell what's real and not for me, though, because I only see George, and she's dead. The first time I hallucinated her outside of my head, she was telling me it was okay I killed her, plus--she's George. Even her hallucination is honest enough to remind me she's a hallucination.
[Wow, he does not in any way want to be saying any of this. It' snot like he would lie about it if asked, but he's sure not in the habit of volunteering just how deep his crazy runs.]
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I never thought about using a camera to verify what was real and what wasn't, but then, I have people around me most of the time who know just how crazy I am and are pretty good at keeping me on track.
It's easier to tell what's real and not for me, though, because I only see George, and she's dead. The first time I hallucinated her outside of my head, she was telling me it was okay I killed her, plus--she's George. Even her hallucination is honest enough to remind me she's a hallucination.
[Wow, he does not in any way want to be saying any of this. It' snot like he would lie about it if asked, but he's sure not in the habit of volunteering just how deep his crazy runs.]