yeah. you'd...think it'd go faster, right? that stupid saying, about time healing wounds. you'd think...a couple years, and boom. it's all fixed. you're better. it's been two years for me too, and i'm...i'm only just recently figuring some stuff out. i'm only recently taking any real initiative.
[It's strange and foreign and...]
it's so...fucking hard. it takes...it takes forever. one day you're fine, and you're thinking...oh, i'm doing it. the recovery thing. and then something goes wrong, and...it can be just a little thing, or it can be big. doesn't matter. and it's like...suddenly all that progress looks like nothing.
there's...there's another saying, about how recovery isn't a straight line. i guess that one's...that one's more accurate.
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[She gets it. A lot of people here get it.]
[He gives her a faint smile.]
yeah. you'd...think it'd go faster, right? that stupid saying, about time healing wounds. you'd think...a couple years, and boom. it's all fixed. you're better. it's been two years for me too, and i'm...i'm only just recently figuring some stuff out. i'm only recently taking any real initiative.
[It's strange and foreign and...]
it's so...fucking hard. it takes...it takes forever. one day you're fine, and you're thinking...oh, i'm doing it. the recovery thing. and then something goes wrong, and...it can be just a little thing, or it can be big. doesn't matter. and it's like...suddenly all that progress looks like nothing.
there's...there's another saying, about how recovery isn't a straight line. i guess that one's...that one's more accurate.