How could they have not known? How could they have not known? Were they not looking for it? They knew that Chara...that they'd wanted to hold to the pieces of themself that remained. A Knife and a Locket that were the sole remnants of the child that once existed, proof that they were anything beside some malevolent shade frequenting the dark and empty of a howling void. They knew that, but then they - they never thought they ought to talk about it, did they?
Never thought to bring it up. And after Halloween, after that manifestation of something that was and was not them, was distorted and strange and unique and wrong, what were they meant to walk away from that?
"You should be able to." They...what can they say? What can they say to that, floundering? "You should be able to talk about it. I'm - I am sorry. That I never really talked about it either. I don't...I don't always remember that other people have problems too."
Getting so wrapped up in themself that they forget other people matter. The kind of selflessness that stops being selfless, stopped being selfless a long time ago, and instead just becomes the raw black hole energy of something desperate to make the entire world revolve around them, them, them.
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How could they have not known? How could they have not known? Were they not looking for it? They knew that Chara...that they'd wanted to hold to the pieces of themself that remained. A Knife and a Locket that were the sole remnants of the child that once existed, proof that they were anything beside some malevolent shade frequenting the dark and empty of a howling void. They knew that, but then they - they never thought they ought to talk about it, did they?
Never thought to bring it up. And after Halloween, after that manifestation of something that was and was not them, was distorted and strange and unique and wrong, what were they meant to walk away from that?
"You should be able to." They...what can they say? What can they say to that, floundering? "You should be able to talk about it. I'm - I am sorry. That I never really talked about it either. I don't...I don't always remember that other people have problems too."
Getting so wrapped up in themself that they forget other people matter. The kind of selflessness that stops being selfless, stopped being selfless a long time ago, and instead just becomes the raw black hole energy of something desperate to make the entire world revolve around them, them, them.