[Lapis would really like to be able to stop talking now. Arms coming up around herself defensively, she bites her lip hard, which only staves it off for a few seconds, and the words come faster, more urgent, though she still clings to her forced calm.]
Earlier, you said that what you'd already been through makes this easier for you now. Because you've survived worse and you're used to it. That's what you have that I don't. For me it just makes everything harder, all the time, and it makes being here unbearable. THAT'S why I don't like you.
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[Lapis would really like to be able to stop talking now. Arms coming up around herself defensively, she bites her lip hard, which only staves it off for a few seconds, and the words come faster, more urgent, though she still clings to her forced calm.]
Earlier, you said that what you'd already been through makes this easier for you now. Because you've survived worse and you're used to it. That's what you have that I don't. For me it just makes everything harder, all the time, and it makes being here unbearable. THAT'S why I don't like you.