"It bothers me less today than it might have when I first arrived here. I have already died once here. It was not purposefully. I did not intend it. I would not wish to repeat the experience, especially with the knowledge that... at least from reading things on the network, that multiple deaths may result in a total loss of control, that I would go on living, but not be the one in control of my actions. I recognize that much that has happened in my life has been out of my own control; I can control my reactions to these events, however. I choose to continue to choose."

He pauses slightly, considering a sudden thought, and then continues, because he must.

"Are you worried that you are likely to murder everyone in Wonderland just because you feel like it?"