[Well, here we go, this is happening. Unfortunately, Lucretia can't stop herself either, so they're just gonna keep going.]

I am in roughly the same position. My memories often bring up more questions than answers, and they're not often answers I can explain. Aside from the fact that I would rather address this sort of thing on my own terms, as oppose to having it dragged out against my will.

[She sounds pretty bitter, which, surprise! Is because she is very bitter.]

I don't think it's too much to ask to be able to keep a few secrets for the greater good.