Oh.

So she was, uh. She... [He strains to remember the word.] 'amplified?'

[In the awkward silence, Jay tries to subtly wipe away an old tear track from earlier. He doesn't quite nail 'subtle.']

Y'know how events sometimes make you...like, put false memories in your head? I remember having to...Alex. We worked together with Tim and another guy, Brian, and Alex just...dropped dead. And then got up again. I had to...yeah.

[He scrubs at his eyes again, less 'subtly' this time.]