Honestly... yes. Yes I am. The thought of caring for someone so much, only for them to hurt you terrifies me.

[No matter how much she wanted to change, that thought was something that would always scare her.]

However, I'm learning. I want to give people benefit of the doubt and learn to trust my friends. Back home, I made a huge mistake because I didn't trust anyone. So, while there is a risk, I think there's more benefit in believing in others.