[ It's a 'stupid stuff' that costed a precious life. An important presence. His only family. He can't just dismiss it as such. It's an awful, disastrous mistake, that led to a bigger, and worse tragedy. ]
I know! [ His voice raises in the rapidly building up emotions, that he subsequently tries to control upon realisation just who he's yelling at. Jon wasn't wrong, and he wasn't upset at Jon. He can't let it out on him. ] I know he wanted me to have a future... he, he trusted me. That's why he did that. I know that.
[ He takes a deep breath. ]
But, I ruined that, too.
[ As gentle as he could, Mondo puts his hands on Jon's shoulders, pushing him back slightly so they can see eye to eye. ]
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I know! [ His voice raises in the rapidly building up emotions, that he subsequently tries to control upon realisation just who he's yelling at. Jon wasn't wrong, and he wasn't upset at Jon. He can't let it out on him. ] I know he wanted me to have a future... he, he trusted me. That's why he did that. I know that.
[ He takes a deep breath. ]
But, I ruined that, too.
[ As gentle as he could, Mondo puts his hands on Jon's shoulders, pushing him back slightly so they can see eye to eye. ]
I killed someone else. And died after that.