[ He lifts his head, looking at Tsumiki in disbelief. What's she talking about? ]
What... what the hell're you sayin'...
[ But it's true. As much as he doesn't want to think about killing anyone else, he knows deep down that he's capable of doing it if Ishimaru or Jon's in danger. But does it matter to him whether Tsumiki forgives him or not? Does he even care about that? ]
...Even so, I won't forgive myself.
[ Surprised at his own words, Mondo's eyes widen after it escapes him. Is that what he feels? Is he actually still scared of having to kill someone at this point? In his confusion, he tears his eyes away from Tsumiki and stands there lost. What does he even feel about the people around him at this point? He thought all these time he just valued those who can be 'useful' allies in order to protect what matters to him, but... he doesn't really know anymore at this point. ]
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What... what the hell're you sayin'...
[ But it's true. As much as he doesn't want to think about killing anyone else, he knows deep down that he's capable of doing it if Ishimaru or Jon's in danger. But does it matter to him whether Tsumiki forgives him or not? Does he even care about that? ]
...Even so, I won't forgive myself.
[ Surprised at his own words, Mondo's eyes widen after it escapes him. Is that what he feels? Is he actually still scared of having to kill someone at this point? In his confusion, he tears his eyes away from Tsumiki and stands there lost. What does he even feel about the people around him at this point? He thought all these time he just valued those who can be 'useful' allies in order to protect what matters to him, but... he doesn't really know anymore at this point. ]