[ Caroline seems like the type who would protect the people she loves against all odds, and Chloe doubts that no matter what her dad did to her... He would always be her dad. That love never really goes away. ]

I wouldn't have been able to forgive him, either. Maybe eventually but... My dad didn't choose to die, and I still struggled with not being angry that he chose the career he did. I blamed myself, because I was the reason he was where he was when he was murdered. It took me a long time to get passed that anger, because it's easier to be angry that deal with the pain.

[ That was Lucifer's problem, after all. Knowing him made Chloe happy she finally came to terms with her father's death and placed the blame where it should have been the whole time - on his murderer. She couldn't imagine spending her whole life stewing in that anger. ] What happened after your mom died makes a lot more sense now that I know what happened to your dad. [ Why deal with the anger or pain at all when you could just completely shut it out? ]