[They learned that it wasn't what they wanted to do - what they wanted to be. Or maybe that's just what they told themself so that they'd feel better about what they were and what they'd done. It's impossible for them to know anymore; the difference between who they are and who others want them to be.]
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[They learned.]
[They learned that it wasn't what they wanted to do - what they wanted to be. Or maybe that's just what they told themself so that they'd feel better about what they were and what they'd done. It's impossible for them to know anymore; the difference between who they are and who others want them to be.]
[They're not sure there is one.]
...loneliest?