"So, what? You wanna test that and see for sure? Has it occurred to you that you don't deserve to drag yourself through that kind of shit if you can't help it?" She's blunt, he's blunt. It's a mess. Well, fine. He can do mess. He's already a fucking mess as it is. Just likes being helpless, he guesses! Likes rolling over and just letting it all happen to him! That's what he's best at!

"You think I wanted this?" He's shouting now. He's shouting loud enough for there to be a buzz in his ears. "You think I like being this way?"