“By having someone who’s equally fucked up to hold me through the nightmares?” She cringes visibly. That was... definitely more honest and vulnerable than she’s intended. Her nightmares are no one’s business but her own. She exhales, then presses on.

“Shaun helps. So does knowing that while my actions may have led to innumerable deaths, there are others who are more responsible. Pissing off people that evil can’t be all wrong, can it?” She swallows, then the event forces out: “I hope not, anyway.”