[Jay nods, lips pulling into something that isn't quite a smile.]

I think I should...I'm gonna go to my room and, and think.

[And then, against his will, the event pulls a little more out of him.]

I haven't felt like this since, since home. And I did some stuff back home that I don't...I want to do again, and that's...I don't think that's...consistent.

[Yeah, that definitely didn't make sense. He rubs at his eyes.]

If you're gonna be alright, I'm...gonna go.