( the reminder of sheriff forbes' passing serves to make elena grow more sober.
she hears all these things that happen in her -- their -- future. she hears them and she understands and they stick to her chest, but she hasn't lived them. the dullness in her chest is because of that absence in experience, where it hurts but she's so numb, too. )
I wish we all remembered the same things, that we were all from the same time.
( but everything is so scattered, and she can't begin to make sense of anything. maybe she doesn't want to.
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she hears all these things that happen in her -- their -- future. she hears them and she understands and they stick to her chest, but she hasn't lived them. the dullness in her chest is because of that absence in experience, where it hurts but she's so numb, too. )
I wish we all remembered the same things, that we were all from the same time.
( but everything is so scattered, and she can't begin to make sense of anything. maybe she doesn't want to.
she hates that she knows. )