sciencelizard: (« [Grasp] never let me go)
Alphys ([personal profile] sciencelizard) wrote in [community profile] entrancelogs 2017-12-12 07:43 pm (UTC)

[Alphys doesn't know how to look at Chara, when they admit this. This sort of thing that's always felt- well, of course it's personal, it's family. It's messy. It's feeling like you are always the invader even in your own story, home, accomplishments. Feeling like you'll never truly belong.]

You didn't-- you didn't d-do it. Tragedy isn't always your fault just because... you were there. I know it's hard to uhm, know that, s-sometimes, when it's about you, because I don't believe it about myself either. But I hope you can.

[It's something she'd like to believe for herself. But she doesn't. She pauses for a second to collect her thoughts,
but still starts talking sooner than she'd like.]


It's... I mean, it's easy to blame yourself and feel bad about it and then let that stop you from doing anything. And, uh, if you don't have... I mean, if you d-don't have closure, it's hard to help other people, too. It's okay you... you feel like that. Even if you shouldn't be so hard on yourself.

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