( it shouldn't take so long to come up with words, but he can't find his way to them as he stares at the screen for a long time. his hand slides over his face, and he wants to yell at something. everything. his childhood friend became a superhero. gwen died because his webbing snapped her spine in two.
he could have saved her if he'd- if he'd grabbed her differently. there had to have been- like if he'd just stopped that robber, his uncle would have been alive. like how if he'd never looked into the mystery of his father then everyone would still be alive. and dr. connors wouldn't be in jail. and none of this would have happened. )
yeah. I'm okay. it was the same kind of shit that always goddamn happens. didn't have to happen but it did.
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and he wants to yell at something. everything. his childhood friend became a superhero. gwen died because his webbing snapped her spine in two.
he could have saved her if he'd- if he'd grabbed her differently. there had to have been- like if he'd just stopped that robber, his uncle would have been alive. like how if he'd never looked into the mystery of his father then everyone would still be alive. and dr. connors wouldn't be in jail. and none of this would have happened. )
yeah. I'm okay. it was the same kind of shit that always goddamn happens. didn't have to happen but it did.