"Snow in New York is so gross. I'm pretty sure it's polluted before it ever hits the ground. But I grew up in Pennsylvania, kind of out in the country. God, it was so pretty when it snowed," she says with a small smile.

"Kurt and I..."

She pauses, not realizing in that moment how many of her memories include Taylor back when everyone was happy. There's a hint of pain, but she continues. "Kurt and I had a friend, she was the same age as me, and we used to pour water up and down our driveway so we could slide around in our boots. He always stood in the middle, holding onto my hand on one side, and Taylor on the other. Never let us fall."