"It's good, right? When you write things down like that things become like, more real. Like they're there and real because you can go back and look at what you wrote, so even if your memory gets weird, it's still there."

It's been enormously helpful the last few years for Mae, being able to lock things into place. There's something intensely important about making your thoughts and feelings real and tangible.

"Yeah? That's a real shame. But at least you can do it here. I feel like it's extra important in Wonderland. This place is messing with our heads all the time."