[she gets it, the holidays are hard. in the past she's never been a huge fan of them herself -- the Earps were never exactly a happy family even before her father died and willa went missing, and then she was bounced around foster homes and juvenile hall -- she doesn't exactly have a lot of cherished christmas memories]

I don't either -- so I've mostly been just grabbing whatever looks good and hoping for the best -- it's worked out okay for me so far.