Trust is hard to rebuild.

[ She can acknowledge that, and it's the hardest part of all this. But she isn't without her own moments of breaking Kurt's trust. She'd be a hypocrite to not acknowledge that. ]

Kurt and I have proven, over and over again that when we're torn apart, everything goes so wrong, and it feels like, if we both figure out how to be as strong together as possible, Roman will have to kill us to tear us apart. I need my marriage. I need Kurt. There hasn't been a time since I've met him that he hasn't made me a better person somehow.