I--I don't know, honestly. No one's ever shut it off.

[ Indeed, she is very clearly afraid. If her vision wasn't so clouded with the haze of love, she'd probably be trying to conceal it better. People seeing her weak isn't something she likes, no matter who it is.

Monika's silent for a while before she speaks again. ]

I'm imagining it'd be how it was when I was back home. When my, um...program was closed. [ He'd probably think less of her if she'd said "game," so she decided to go with that. Much more vague. ] It's terrible. I don't really like to think about it.