[He'd considered it, sure, but it felt too shaky, too hard to measure. The memory loss, sure. The seizures, the blackouts, the hallucinations, fine. Whatever. Those were all concrete symptoms, ones he'd seen Alex display, ones he'd seen scrawled almost illegibly in Tim's medical records.]
["The doctors would never tell me to my face, either, but I'd always hear them say things like...'violent episodes,' or 'delusions', y'know, stuff you can't just tell a little kid."]
Oh.
[He should have known better. He should have put it together, should've noticed back then. All those hours of tape, and apparently he didn't learn a single goddamn thing. If he'd put it together then, if he'd noticed how he was apparently turning into a textbook case for whatever the hell got Tim locked up, if he'd noticed that, yeah, pulling a knife on somebody just because they lied to you--pulling a knife on somebody right after a visit to Rosswood wasn't something he'd do under normal circumstances, maybe none of this would have happened. He could have had his little bullshit tantrum in his hotel room and kept it to himself. The viewers wouldn't have even had to know.]
[Instead, he made an ass of himself and got shot.]
[He needs a minute. Better, he needs to use up one of the questions this Tim owes him.]
You ever...aware of it? When it's you, I mean, not... Obviously you noticed when it was...me.
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[He'd considered it, sure, but it felt too shaky, too hard to measure. The memory loss, sure. The seizures, the blackouts, the hallucinations, fine. Whatever. Those were all concrete symptoms, ones he'd seen Alex display, ones he'd seen scrawled almost illegibly in Tim's medical records.]
["The doctors would never tell me to my face, either, but I'd always hear them say things like...'violent episodes,' or 'delusions', y'know, stuff you can't just tell a little kid."]
Oh.
[He should have known better. He should have put it together, should've noticed back then. All those hours of tape, and apparently he didn't learn a single goddamn thing. If he'd put it together then, if he'd noticed how he was apparently turning into a textbook case for whatever the hell got Tim locked up, if he'd noticed that, yeah, pulling a knife on somebody just because they lied to you--pulling a knife on somebody right after a visit to Rosswood wasn't something he'd do under normal circumstances, maybe none of this would have happened. He could have had his little bullshit tantrum in his hotel room and kept it to himself. The viewers wouldn't have even had to know.]
[Instead, he made an ass of himself and got shot.]
[He needs a minute. Better, he needs to use up one of the questions this Tim owes him.]
You ever...aware of it? When it's you, I mean, not... Obviously you noticed when it was...me.