[Tim actually meets his eyes. Doesn't look away, doesn't blink, just stays there. It seems nice enough. Doesn't seem like a threat, but it's distracting.]
[Still, he holds Tim's gaze longer than he typically likes to give anybody. Stops talking, though; that would be too many things at once. He's not sure what he looks like, expression-wise, but he hopes it's not completely obvious he has no idea what he's talking about. He hopes it's not completely obvious how deeply the conversation has shaken him, or how much of a relief it is to not just be having it in his own head, looped and played back.]
[See, distance. Perspective. Easier when he's got Wonderland between him and...himself.]
I don't...remember. Not exactly. Just that at some point I was here. 'N then I wasn't. And somewhere in all of that, back there, I got...not unstuck, but...less. I could think, kind of.
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[Tim actually meets his eyes. Doesn't look away, doesn't blink, just stays there. It seems nice enough. Doesn't seem like a threat, but it's distracting.]
[Still, he holds Tim's gaze longer than he typically likes to give anybody. Stops talking, though; that would be too many things at once. He's not sure what he looks like, expression-wise, but he hopes it's not completely obvious he has no idea what he's talking about. He hopes it's not completely obvious how deeply the conversation has shaken him, or how much of a relief it is to not just be having it in his own head, looped and played back.]
[See, distance. Perspective. Easier when he's got Wonderland between him and...himself.]
I don't...remember. Not exactly. Just that at some point I was here. 'N then I wasn't. And somewhere in all of that, back there, I got...not unstuck, but...less. I could think, kind of.
Can't say it was anything I did.