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entrancelogs2019-01-17 07:48 pm
teamfun) wrote in entrancelogs2019-01-17 07:48 pm
What if I told you who I really was
Who: Louis and Clem, Louis and Michonne and then Louis and R
Where: Various
When: After the regrets event
Rating: Swearing and spoilers for TFS episode 3.
Summary: The regret event spooks Louis into finally talking about his past to his loved ones. Fun times.
The Story:
The last event had blissfully passed Louis by. He'd remained himself, while others changed around him. At first, he was glad for getting a break- but as he started to realise what the event was actually about, a terrible sinking feeling settled in his stomach and wouldn't leave. It had been a close call, in all honesty. If Wonderland had decided to broadcast what he regretted most...well. It's not a secret he's all that willing to share.
But he knows that eventually, this place can turn his past against him. He got passed by this time, but that doesn't mean he'll be so lucky further down the line. He doesn't want to broadcast this to everyone yet- hell, he might still never do that, lest Wonderland forced his hand. But there are two people he absolutely wants to tell of his own violation. Two people he wants to be honest with, because they deserve it- even if the thought of them knowing terrifies him. Better they hear it this way. From him.
[Clementine]
Clem is always easy to find, being all of next door to him and all. Clementine knowing...well, he knows he'll have to tell her eventually. He came close a few times, back home, but always faltered. Clementine is his whole fucking world, and the thought she might hate him, that she might see him differently makes his chest hurt. But she deserves this. He knows about Lee- he knows how much what she had to do to him tears her up inside. It's only fair she knows this about him, too.
And so, he comes to her door, knocking on it carefully.
"Hey, Clem? You in there?"
[Michonne]
Louis has been meaning to speak to Michonne since the whole Pottsfield mess. But he kept putting it off, waiting for a better time- knowing such a thing didn't really exist in Wonderland. Now is a good a time as e over to talk to her about it. To let her know what she did...it wasn't something she should blame herself over. That she was still a good mom. He's not about to go barging into her room or anything, so she'll get a quick network message beforehand.
Hey. You up for a visit?
[R]
By the time he's gone through all that, the last thing Louis wants to do, rather uncharacteristically, is talk. At least about himself. He has plenty of friends in the mansion, lots he could go and shoot the breeze with. But there's only one he can think of off the top of his head who wouldn't question a little silence. It's what he needs now. To just sit with his own head- but not be alone- to try and piece his carefully crafted mask back together again and face the rest of the mansion with his usual smile and gusto. So, R will be getting a message, voice- because well, he knows the text can be difficult.
"Hey bud, where you at? You up for lying on the floor and doing nothing for, like, an entire evening?"
Where: Various
When: After the regrets event
Rating: Swearing and spoilers for TFS episode 3.
Summary: The regret event spooks Louis into finally talking about his past to his loved ones. Fun times.
The Story:
The last event had blissfully passed Louis by. He'd remained himself, while others changed around him. At first, he was glad for getting a break- but as he started to realise what the event was actually about, a terrible sinking feeling settled in his stomach and wouldn't leave. It had been a close call, in all honesty. If Wonderland had decided to broadcast what he regretted most...well. It's not a secret he's all that willing to share.
But he knows that eventually, this place can turn his past against him. He got passed by this time, but that doesn't mean he'll be so lucky further down the line. He doesn't want to broadcast this to everyone yet- hell, he might still never do that, lest Wonderland forced his hand. But there are two people he absolutely wants to tell of his own violation. Two people he wants to be honest with, because they deserve it- even if the thought of them knowing terrifies him. Better they hear it this way. From him.
[Clementine]
Clem is always easy to find, being all of next door to him and all. Clementine knowing...well, he knows he'll have to tell her eventually. He came close a few times, back home, but always faltered. Clementine is his whole fucking world, and the thought she might hate him, that she might see him differently makes his chest hurt. But she deserves this. He knows about Lee- he knows how much what she had to do to him tears her up inside. It's only fair she knows this about him, too.
And so, he comes to her door, knocking on it carefully.
"Hey, Clem? You in there?"
[Michonne]
Louis has been meaning to speak to Michonne since the whole Pottsfield mess. But he kept putting it off, waiting for a better time- knowing such a thing didn't really exist in Wonderland. Now is a good a time as e over to talk to her about it. To let her know what she did...it wasn't something she should blame herself over. That she was still a good mom. He's not about to go barging into her room or anything, so she'll get a quick network message beforehand.
Hey. You up for a visit?
[R]
By the time he's gone through all that, the last thing Louis wants to do, rather uncharacteristically, is talk. At least about himself. He has plenty of friends in the mansion, lots he could go and shoot the breeze with. But there's only one he can think of off the top of his head who wouldn't question a little silence. It's what he needs now. To just sit with his own head- but not be alone- to try and piece his carefully crafted mask back together again and face the rest of the mansion with his usual smile and gusto. So, R will be getting a message, voice- because well, he knows the text can be difficult.
"Hey bud, where you at? You up for lying on the floor and doing nothing for, like, an entire evening?"