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entrancelogs2012-10-21 08:43 pm
thisisthescript) wrote in entrancelogs2012-10-21 08:43 pm
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Who:Jay and Alex
Where:Alex's room
When: 10-20-2012
Rating:T
Summary: Jay comes to apologize to Alex.
The Story:
The past couple weeks for Jay had been pure agonizing hell. He had had a huge fight with a former friend who he had searched for for years, saw Evan again after months only to realize that he had forgotten him, and he had also realized that Evan and his friend's being followed was actually somewhat his fault after all. He was guilty to say the least about all those things and if it wasn't for the fact that he hadn't been haunted by the guilt he never would have found himself being here; in front of the door of Alex's room.
He eyes the wood from the couple yards he was standing from obviously hesitant to knock; he knew how Alex was and that right there was reason enough for Jay to be nervous about what could possibly happen next. He took a moment to take a deep breath, relax, and think; he needed to do this, he needed to apologize for the fight and uploading the tapes, he needed to save this friendship or at least try. If he didn't...then he really wouldn't have any hope in what would happen back at home. It seemed like it was obvious; be friends with Alex and hopefully survive by working together or work alone and be killed a few more weeks in. He couldn't do this anymore, he really couldn't fight alone or he was sure he would go mad. Finally he opened his eyes and exhaled, allowing himself to relax the best he could as he attempted to ignore the butterflies in his stomach as he we to the door and finally knocked.
"Alex, we need to talk."
Where:Alex's room
When: 10-20-2012
Rating:T
Summary: Jay comes to apologize to Alex.
The Story:
The past couple weeks for Jay had been pure agonizing hell. He had had a huge fight with a former friend who he had searched for for years, saw Evan again after months only to realize that he had forgotten him, and he had also realized that Evan and his friend's being followed was actually somewhat his fault after all. He was guilty to say the least about all those things and if it wasn't for the fact that he hadn't been haunted by the guilt he never would have found himself being here; in front of the door of Alex's room.
He eyes the wood from the couple yards he was standing from obviously hesitant to knock; he knew how Alex was and that right there was reason enough for Jay to be nervous about what could possibly happen next. He took a moment to take a deep breath, relax, and think; he needed to do this, he needed to apologize for the fight and uploading the tapes, he needed to save this friendship or at least try. If he didn't...then he really wouldn't have any hope in what would happen back at home. It seemed like it was obvious; be friends with Alex and hopefully survive by working together or work alone and be killed a few more weeks in. He couldn't do this anymore, he really couldn't fight alone or he was sure he would go mad. Finally he opened his eyes and exhaled, allowing himself to relax the best he could as he attempted to ignore the butterflies in his stomach as he we to the door and finally knocked.
"Alex, we need to talk."