I'll handle it tomorrow. Somebody might know something.
[A letter, Dean, are you kidding? But he can understand his reluctance to deal with the influx. It will be annoying but he's sure it has to be done.]
I'm all about the business.
You know I have to see her.
[For so many reasons, but most important he had to warn her. About the Jabberwock, yes, but about himself as well. The realization had come like a slap in the face after putting the dates together. It hadn't happened yet, he hadn't happened yet. But it was a part of who he was and he needed to guide it without pulling the plug or else he'd never become the person he was now. He'd never recover from a sickness he didn't know he'd had.
Half of him is terrified about it. Would seeing her threaten his chance of their ending up together? Should he tell her? And on top of it he is very much aware that Dean also knows the date. Would he step in to save a handful of nonperm lives? Would it mean anything to him so late in the game?]
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[A letter, Dean, are you kidding? But he can understand his reluctance to deal with the influx. It will be annoying but he's sure it has to be done.]
I'm all about the business.
You know I have to see her.
[For so many reasons, but most important he had to warn her. About the Jabberwock, yes, but about himself as well. The realization had come like a slap in the face after putting the dates together. It hadn't happened yet, he hadn't happened yet. But it was a part of who he was and he needed to guide it without pulling the plug or else he'd never become the person he was now. He'd never recover from a sickness he didn't know he'd had.
Half of him is terrified about it. Would seeing her threaten his chance of their ending up together? Should he tell her? And on top of it he is very much aware that Dean also knows the date. Would he step in to save a handful of nonperm lives? Would it mean anything to him so late in the game?]