Dean's used to being slammed into things by a demon's power, but the gentler touch doesn't exactly leave him smiling either. There's something so off about this, something more than just the fact that he's messing with Lilith, something that the place around them is doing.

But Dean tries to shake it off, concentrates on her taunts instead, on the anger she's so effortlessly sparking inside of him. Except, she says something so unexpected, something he wants to deny immediately, because it's none of her business, none--

"You don't know anything, I don't--"

He does hate himself though, yet the power of denial is strong.