[ He lowers his head a little, with a pause as he tries to think how to even approach the subject. It's a little difficult to explain exactly what's bad about suddenly finding himself without the monster inside waiting to jump out, though he does have a feeling Natasha will understand even if he doesn't get too into it. ]
It's difficult to keep balance afterwards. I like to think i'm still in control, but... I don't know how long that'll last. How many more times I can...
[ Have it taken away, only to be shoved back at him. Every time it feels more and more like a freight train collision. ]
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[ He lowers his head a little, with a pause as he tries to think how to even approach the subject. It's a little difficult to explain exactly what's bad about suddenly finding himself without the monster inside waiting to jump out, though he does have a feeling Natasha will understand even if he doesn't get too into it. ]
It's difficult to keep balance afterwards. I like to think i'm still in control, but... I don't know how long that'll last. How many more times I can...
[ Have it taken away, only to be shoved back at him. Every time it feels more and more like a freight train collision. ]
How many more times I can handle any of this.