No, Caston isn't the partying type. Even when Dean offers to meet up with him at the local bar, Caston usually finds some reason to turn him down.
He's not certain why. He would likely have a good time if he simply went for it, and yet it's like there's something holding him back -- like there are invisible chains around his wrists and ankles. In reality, he realizes it's his own uncertainty with who he is that usually stops him from enjoying himself. As if he doesn't deserve it.
"It's not particularly easy to court someone while working at a convenience store," he replies with a self-deprecating smile and a shrug.
But Caston would prefer that he get the subject off of himself as quickly as possible, so he peers over at Andrew with genuine curiosity. "What do you do with yourself when you're not working?"
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He's not certain why. He would likely have a good time if he simply went for it, and yet it's like there's something holding him back -- like there are invisible chains around his wrists and ankles. In reality, he realizes it's his own uncertainty with who he is that usually stops him from enjoying himself. As if he doesn't deserve it.
"It's not particularly easy to court someone while working at a convenience store," he replies with a self-deprecating smile and a shrug.
But Caston would prefer that he get the subject off of himself as quickly as possible, so he peers over at Andrew with genuine curiosity. "What do you do with yourself when you're not working?"