"Of course not." His words are quiet. "But I would have been there when you woke up."

He looks down at his feet and wraps his arms around himself. He didn't want to sit near Teddy because if he did he didn't think he would have the strength to do what needed to be done, to say what needed to be said.

"I'm- I don't want to sit next to you right now. I'm not happy, Teddy."