Ah....not what I meant. I don't want to die. Don't know how to die. I was just wondering if maybe...

(He trails off and doesn't pick back up. Doesn't know the point that he was trying to make. All he did know was that it felt like whatever he was searching for, it couldn't be found anywhere on that world he had left behind.

He does notice Gansey's odd expression, an expression that was very telling and Max faces Gansey some, his expression particularly grave as he tries to wrap his mind around something he felt he wasn't in the right to ask. It was a face he had seen once or twice before. People too intimate with death.)

Odd thing, aren't you?