[Michonne's silent for a while, staring at the bottle, almost willing herself to not be quite so drunk already so that she can continue drinking. Self control though, that's all she really has right now as far as any control over things goes.]
I abandoned her. Knew I was leaving her... [She takes a deep breath and lets it out, closing her eyes.] Knew I was leaving her with people who'd hurt her. And I did it anyway. So. I'd stay with her. Be angry, be pissed off that she refused to see what I was showing her. But she'd never think I wasn't there. And she'd be alive now.
You know what they did? Locked her in a room with a dying man. Restrained her. He died. He came back. And she was trapped.
[She could have stopped all of that. She could have dragged Andrea kicking and screaming out of Woodbury. She could have, should have, done so many things differently.]
I'd have told her I was saving her from herself and figured out the rest later. If I saw her now, all I could say is I'm sorry. Doesn't change anything. Won't fix it. But if this place brought her here, she'd know, at least.
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I abandoned her. Knew I was leaving her... [She takes a deep breath and lets it out, closing her eyes.] Knew I was leaving her with people who'd hurt her. And I did it anyway. So. I'd stay with her. Be angry, be pissed off that she refused to see what I was showing her. But she'd never think I wasn't there. And she'd be alive now.
You know what they did? Locked her in a room with a dying man. Restrained her. He died. He came back. And she was trapped.
[She could have stopped all of that. She could have dragged Andrea kicking and screaming out of Woodbury. She could have, should have, done so many things differently.]
I'd have told her I was saving her from herself and figured out the rest later. If I saw her now, all I could say is I'm sorry. Doesn't change anything. Won't fix it. But if this place brought her here, she'd know, at least.