He struggles against her, trying to pull away from her grip and there's no recognition in his expression. Why are they doing this to him? Why are they trying to stop him he needs to get it out it breaking him apart, tearing him to pieces and he doesn't know why they're hurting him.

Even when his hands are dragged away from his neck, blood beneath his nails, he's still trying to reach it to do- to do what? He doesn't know. It's all mixed up and he can't- can't remember...

"No... no please... I- I can do better!"