[Point was, Bucky couldn’t picture it because he’d never had aspirations for one particular career or job. There were small things he enjoyed, but nothing that amounted to anything. He’d never prepared for the future. He’d only known that he wanted to live his life as happy as he could with his best friend right there alongside him. His eyes flick to Steve when he slides down the bed and he instinctively begins to slip down next to him, only to freeze.
He goes rigid. Almost on his side with his back to Steve as if he was planning to stay right there with him the rest of the night.]
Sorry, I..
[Bucky wants to apologize. He doesn’t know what he was thinking.]
I’ll go now.
[Still not moving, tension creeps down his spine and curls up low in his stomach. Bucky hasn’t been this relaxed in a long time and he can feel it seeping back out of him in slow waves. He doesn’t even know what he’s doing or why he thought Steve would want him to stay after they’d finished talking.]
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[Point was, Bucky couldn’t picture it because he’d never had aspirations for one particular career or job. There were small things he enjoyed, but nothing that amounted to anything. He’d never prepared for the future. He’d only known that he wanted to live his life as happy as he could with his best friend right there alongside him. His eyes flick to Steve when he slides down the bed and he instinctively begins to slip down next to him, only to freeze.
He goes rigid. Almost on his side with his back to Steve as if he was planning to stay right there with him the rest of the night.]
Sorry, I..
[Bucky wants to apologize. He doesn’t know what he was thinking.]
I’ll go now.
[Still not moving, tension creeps down his spine and curls up low in his stomach. Bucky hasn’t been this relaxed in a long time and he can feel it seeping back out of him in slow waves. He doesn’t even know what he’s doing or why he thought Steve would want him to stay after they’d finished talking.]