[Everything was a lot and Bucky didn't really think he had that much to give anyone else. All the good left in him was almost gone, dried up and stripped from him.
A shaky breath slips out, and wonders if that's the price he has to pay. Is letting someone else posses him, take and control everything he has, the only way that he can ever be with someone else? His mind gives him two answers at the same time, yes and no, but the no is soft and desperate, and that yes echoes over and over until he can't hear the no anymore.]
Mettaton.
[His body is tense, shuddering at each soft kiss, and something breaks in him when the robot bites down - it hurts, a lot deeper down than physical pain. Bucky makes a sound at those words, a broken, wounded sob that catches in his chest and causes everything else to shut down. He goes pliant, submissive, a responsive body without anything that is distinctly Bucky in his movements.
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A shaky breath slips out, and wonders if that's the price he has to pay. Is letting someone else posses him, take and control everything he has, the only way that he can ever be with someone else? His mind gives him two answers at the same time, yes and no, but the no is soft and desperate, and that yes echoes over and over until he can't hear the no anymore.]
Mettaton.
[His body is tense, shuddering at each soft kiss, and something breaks in him when the robot bites down - it hurts, a lot deeper down than physical pain. Bucky makes a sound at those words, a broken, wounded sob that catches in his chest and causes everything else to shut down. He goes pliant, submissive, a responsive body without anything that is distinctly Bucky in his movements.
He wants this. It's not something he should.]