hypoxic: (though I'm alone)
Leo Fitz ([personal profile] hypoxic) wrote in [community profile] entrancelogs2017-08-08 11:53 pm

I would break the laws of gravity

Who: Leo Fitz and OPEN (log is for all, some closed starters in comments)
Where: Checkerboard Hills
When: August 9th, just past midnight
Rating: PG+
Summary: Man returns to Wonderland after two months at home under heavy stress. Man throws toddler-level tantrum in public space. As adults are wont to do.
The Story:

[Apparently, the stories are true. When one leaves Wonderland, one is thrust back home without memory. There's nothing to prevent the mistakes he should know to avoid, no way to apply the emotional developments he's earned. It's just the harsh progression of time, doing what time wishes. And there's no way to stop it from bringing them back before they're ready to come back.

When Fitz arrives, it's facedown into a patch of eternally-manicured grass. The memories hit all at once, but they're not memories he wants. He doesn't need to know about a ridiculous fantasy dimension holding people hostage. He was kind of in the middle of something a little life-or-death...!

It's too much to hold, and far more than he can process. Instead of wandering back to the mansion and settling back into his personal space, he stays where he is, pulling himself up to his hands and knees and tearing at the grass in open distress, shouting out at nothing and everything all at once.]


Not now! There's no time for this!

[Some people hit pillows. Right now, he's technically landscaping. And he's definitely not tearing up. That's probably all the dirt he's dislodging.]
thisismadfreaky: ({Drop It} Caught)

[personal profile] thisismadfreaky 2017-08-21 11:15 pm (UTC)(link)
People show up here after they die all the time. [Maybe not the most helpful point to make, but that doesn't make it any less true.] If Wonderland wants him here, he'll show up, regardless, right? [His voice is quiet, and small. These aren't things he wants to have to remind Fitz of, but, well...]

Do you really think it's possible, though? To find a way around that rule? [He definitely doesn't sound comfortable with the idea, basically at all. As much as death is supposed to be a permanent thing, the project Fitz is talking about undertaking... it's a lot to consider. And Cisco isn't entirely sure he wants to be part of something that touches those parts of Wonderland.]
thisismadfreaky: (Hands ~ Nerves)

[personal profile] thisismadfreaky 2017-08-22 12:38 am (UTC)(link)
[Cisco considers that for a moment.]

There's also no judge, jury, or law systems here... People will have a field day with it, you know. [His voice is a little put-on, for something that isn't quite his own.] 'Here comes the scientist who thinks he knows what's best for everyone', 'Who died and made you God?', 'How exactly do you plan on deciding who gets contained and on what grounds?'...

[He shakes his head a little.] I'd want Thawne in there in two seconds flat if we made a cell that could contain a meta. But who am I, but the wounded bird, to judge? Far as I've been able to tell, people come here with a second chance card, judged for their Wonderland crimes, not the ones at home.

I'm not saying it's a bad idea, it's a good one, but there's a lot of logistics to work out. You can't just secretly work on a Wonderland containment system and suddenly unveil it one day when it's necessary. ['Are you ready for that kind of commitment?' is the question that burns on the end of his tongue, but considering how long the two of them worked on their last project, and the fact that he knows Fitz was involved with other long-term things before in the interest of getting home, too...kind of makes it a moot point.]
thisismadfreaky: (Watching ~ worried)

[personal profile] thisismadfreaky 2017-08-24 01:20 am (UTC)(link)
But...people are going to have questions and opinions the first time it's used. Even if people didn't know at first...I mean...with Wonderland being what it is, eventually whoever you throw in there's going to get out. Whether it's from intervention of other people or the world itself screwing with our stuff. [He shrugs a little.] Middle of an event that doesn't steal all our memories and make news ones, they get to as many people as they can to tell them what's happened, where they've been, who's been holding them hostage...

[Really, Fitz. He doesn't hate the idea nearly as much as all this Devil's Advocate stuff is making it seem like. He likes the idea. He just doesn't want another secret project exploding in his face.]

Yeah, that would probably be a good plan. Add whatever enhancements we can to it, try to counter for anything anyone here might be able to do as much as we can.
thisismadfreaky: ({Hat} Smirk)

[personal profile] thisismadfreaky 2017-08-24 02:50 am (UTC)(link)
Good point. [Anyone that deserves containment surely wasn't someone they'd want escaping that containment. Ugh, this is going to give him a headache already and they're not even out of the 'talking about it' stages.]

It's worth it. [He can't deny that.

He tips his head a little and can't quite stop the smile that tugs up on corner of his mouth.]
Yeah, man, it's fine. I mean, it's a lot, but I don't have a problem with it. You guys are my friends, you being secret spies doesn't really change that.
thisismadfreaky: (Uncertain)

[personal profile] thisismadfreaky 2017-08-27 11:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[Yes, really, Fitz.

He frowns a bit at that and nods a little.]
Yeah... How exactly are you wanting to handle that?
thisismadfreaky: (Caught off guard)

[personal profile] thisismadfreaky 2017-08-28 01:19 am (UTC)(link)
[There's an almost stuttered sort of pause as he stares at Fitz for moment, the momentary shock coloring his features. The fact that he's letting him hold any kind of deciding factor in this is...more important to him than Fitz probably realizes.]

Look, I know that you guys have...your issues, and I get it, I respect it, but...the Caitlin you got off on the wrong foot with is...nothing like the one I know. [There's a slight pause, and he decides against going into a spiel about her, making it seem like he's trying to sell her to him; instead, he leaves it simple:] She's one of my best friends, Fitz. I'd trust Caitlin with my life. And I'd trust her with this, too.
thisismadfreaky: ({Hat} Smirk)

[personal profile] thisismadfreaky 2017-08-28 01:53 am (UTC)(link)
[He blinks, hard, at the sudden loss of light, but nods his agreement.] Sounds good to me.

[There's a beat, but...before he turns to leave, he smiles a little, genuine and appreciative.] Thanks, Fitz.
thisismadfreaky: (Dude seriously)

[personal profile] thisismadfreaky 2017-08-28 04:20 am (UTC)(link)
Dude, seriously? Yeah, there is. [He looks a little baffled at the idea, shaking his head.] You trusted me with this part of your life that...isn't for everybody. That's huge. And you're trusting Caitlin on my word. [He shrugs a little.] Maybe it doesn't seem like a big deal to you, but it means a lot to me.
thisismadfreaky: (Hear me out tho)

[personal profile] thisismadfreaky 2017-08-28 04:29 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, well...you're not the only one with a double life, remember? [He says, shrugging a little. There's an ease of that admission because Fitz already knows anyway.] Not exactly open about the whole meta thing back home.
thisismadfreaky: (Explain with hands)

[personal profile] thisismadfreaky 2017-08-29 07:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, I mean-- [His hands move animatedly as he speaks, following Fitz.] People aren't necessarily outwardly hostile about it? Buuuut also most people's experiences with metas back in Central City are...criminal so. It's just not a thing I'd want floating around back home. [He shrugs a little. At this point, it's not much a secret in Wonderland, though.]
thisismadfreaky: ({Drop It} Caught)

[personal profile] thisismadfreaky 2017-09-02 04:59 pm (UTC)(link)
It's kind of a mess, isn't it? [He shakes his head a little. The politics of people with powers was an exhausting mess, if he were completely honest.]
thisismadfreaky: (Pout up at you)

[personal profile] thisismadfreaky 2017-09-03 02:06 pm (UTC)(link)
[There's an odd sort of stuttered stop before he speaks, a little thrown by how much he maybe needed to hear that.]

I know. [Sort of. Sometimes.] It's just... I dunno, I know it's kinda dumb and completely pointless to worry about it now, logically I know that, there's no going back, we can't change what happened. But I'm literally part of the reason that metahumans even exist. People wouldn't even have a reason to adjust to anything if we'd stopped the particle accelerator project when Hartley pointed out that something was weird about Wells. It's a bitter sort of irony, you know?

[There had been chances to stop it, but unfortunately it's only hindsight that's 20/20. People never quite see the things right in front of them, until it's too late.]

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