[That's the part where Lapis would like to digest the information quietly, but once again having to say everything gets in the way. She's gone thoughtful in a weird, detached way, and in another moment she rallies her firmness, but at least some of the hostility has evaporated, to be replaced by nothing in particular.]
But I'm always going through something as long as I'm here. I hate being trapped and I don't -- even want to be happy here. And I can't handle it.
[If she says it, it must be true, defeated and vehement.]
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[That's the part where Lapis would like to digest the information quietly, but once again having to say everything gets in the way. She's gone thoughtful in a weird, detached way, and in another moment she rallies her firmness, but at least some of the hostility has evaporated, to be replaced by nothing in particular.]
But I'm always going through something as long as I'm here. I hate being trapped and I don't -- even want to be happy here. And I can't handle it.
[If she says it, it must be true, defeated and vehement.]