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[ en ] tranceway . m . o . d . s. ([personal profile] vitaelamorte) wrote in [community profile] entrancelogs2017-10-26 11:54 pm
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It may very well be the worst thing that's ever happened to you! | OPEN MINGLE

Who: EVERYONE!
Where: EVERYWHERE!
When: Friday October 27th - Tuesday October 31st
Rating: PG-13, warn if you're gonna go higher!
Summary: A catch all for the Horrible Memory Truth Event!
The Story:

For the duration of this event, everyone's entire room will be replaced with a memory playing on loop. They will likely recognize the moment as soon as they see it – it is a moment they remember as the worst moment of their entire lives. It could be a memory from home or something that happened in Wonderland. Lengths of the memories will vary, but they will find that these are not memories they can merely watch – they can step into these memories and attempt to make changes to them, and the memories will be long enough that they have time to make changes (though no more than 24 hours). However, anyone who tries will find that it is futile. No matter what you do or how hard you try, the outcome is always exactly the same somehow. No changes you make will prevent that horrible outcome. It just happens over and over and over again no matter what you do.

On top of that, perhaps complicating any attempts to make changes, everyone will be forced to be honest for the duration of the event. No lies or half-truths are allowed, and filters will be gone for the entire five days. If something bothers someone then they will blurt it out, regardless of whether or not it hurts someone's feelings, and no one will be able to simply keep quiet when they have something to say. They must be truthful and honest with every word they say.

This is a catch-all log for all of your Worst Memory needs! Please mark your threads clearly in the subject line with your character's name and Room Number + Floor for character rooms, or just location if you're making a top level for a public place in the mansion (like the tea rooms or the kitchen) so people can see if there's already a thread available. And here's the plot post if you need it!

Have fun!
naughty_nurse: (Make No Pretty Heart)

[personal profile] naughty_nurse 2017-10-29 09:28 pm (UTC)(link)
No! No, I swear I didn't kill anybody!

[That was a nice painful reminder about Mondo, thanks dude.]

But I... please don't make me say it! Please stop asking about it!

[Because if he asks, she knows at this point she has to say it.]
moraloutrage: (huh)

[personal profile] moraloutrage 2017-10-30 01:44 am (UTC)(link)
[Even Ishimaru winced at the reminder of Mondo. He didn't want to bring that up any more than she did - but he can't help it. More of the truth than he wants to say just keeps on coming out!

But he blinks in response to her response.]


You... you did not? You did not kill anyone? It is relieving to hear that, Tsumiki-kun! Very much so! Then... you should not have anything to worry about! It is alright!
naughty_nurse: (I've Gotta Find My Baby Yet)

[personal profile] naughty_nurse 2017-10-30 07:22 pm (UTC)(link)
No, it isn't! I almost beat my friends to death!

[With that, her hands fly to her mouth, horrified. She had fought it as best she could, but it hadn't been enough.]
moraloutrage: (sweating)

[personal profile] moraloutrage 2017-10-31 11:26 am (UTC)(link)
....What?

[He just stares blankly, eyes widening in horrified concern.]
naughty_nurse: (Doctor Doctor)

[personal profile] naughty_nurse 2017-10-31 07:18 pm (UTC)(link)
[She cries out, hands to her face.]

Why did you have to ask?! Why couldn't you leave things alone?! I didn't want you to know - I didn't want any of my precious schoolmates to learn about that awful side of me!
moraloutrage: (serious sweat)

[personal profile] moraloutrage 2017-11-01 02:07 am (UTC)(link)
[He whimpers as tears gather in his eyes.]

I - I did not wish to ask! But... I wanted to know for sure what you could have done that was so horrible, Tsumiki-kun! Still, I... I cannot believe it. I refuse to believe it! You cannot have an awful side to you, I just know it!
naughty_nurse: (Doctor Doctor)

[personal profile] naughty_nurse 2017-11-01 01:19 pm (UTC)(link)
But I do! And Wonderland brought it out!

[She puts her face in her hands, continuing to cry as she speaks.]

There... there was an event, where our emotions were strengthened, made bigger... And I felt so useless, felt that no one needed me... So... So I tricked people into coming to the clinic... So I could hurt them...
moraloutrage: (fierce tears)

[personal profile] moraloutrage 2017-11-01 02:14 pm (UTC)(link)
[He shakes his head, silent for a moment, before he cries back at her.]

That- that sounds horrible! [He cannot help but be truthfully blunt about that much. But there's other things for him to truthfully say.]

But... That's not your fault! It was Wonderland, and its event! That is what made you act so badly! You cannot blame yourself, Tsumiki-kun!!
naughty_nurse: (Doctor Doctor)

[personal profile] naughty_nurse 2017-11-01 09:40 pm (UTC)(link)
But Wonderland didn't just make it up! It came from within me!

... No matter how hard I deny it, that ugly part of me is inside my heart... and it could come out again. Wonderland knows how to draw out the worst parts of us... and that part of me will hurt you, and Sayaka, and Mondo, and all our friends and schoolmates...

... And even though I know I could hurt you, I still want you all by my side... I'm the worst!
moraloutrage: (if you crey every time)

[personal profile] moraloutrage 2017-11-03 01:29 pm (UTC)(link)
You are not the worst!! Tsumiki-kun... I cannot believe that!

All of us have something within us that can be dangerous if it goes out of human control. That is just human nature!! If the only time it comes out is when Wonderland forces it out, then that is not your fault at all! We... we are all on the same level, Tsumiki-kun!!
naughty_nurse: (Make No Pretty Heart)

[personal profile] naughty_nurse 2017-11-03 05:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[She stops, momentarily startled.]

You... even with all the awful things I said, you think we're the same?
moraloutrage: (fierce tears)

[personal profile] moraloutrage 2017-11-04 02:30 pm (UTC)(link)
That is correct! Even in me, there could be something horrible that Wonderland could make me do! Such, as perhaps I would make people follow school regulations through force! But when Wonderland is not controlling us... We control ourselves! And what I've seen of the Tsumiki-kun who is controlling herself has only been kindness and a strong caring nature! You've been working hard and trying to be better than what that event made you, haven't you?!

[He steps closer, looking her right in the eyes, even as his own eyes are shedding tears.]

When I think of all that... I cannot help but continue to trust you!
Edited (SORRY ACTUALLY it feels better to put off the forgiveness a little more) 2017-11-04 14:47 (UTC)
naughty_nurse: (Of Lovin' You)

[personal profile] naughty_nurse 2017-11-04 06:10 pm (UTC)(link)
[She finds it hard to imagine Ishimaru could have a horrible side to him... but this is Wonderland, where the impossible becomes possible.]

Ishimaru...

[She swallows, and rubs her face, trying to stop her own tears.]

I... I don't feel I deserve that trust... but... I'm extremely grateful for it! I really am! You really are amazing...
moraloutrage: (through tears)

[personal profile] moraloutrage 2017-11-04 09:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you, Tsumiki-kun! Your words are very kind! But even with what you've said, I do not truly feel amazing! At Hope's Peak, no matter how hard I tried, I could not prevent murders from occurring!
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[personal profile] naughty_nurse 2017-11-04 10:01 pm (UTC)(link)
[She looks down.]

... I don't think anyone could prevent them... I saw two murders myself...

... The Killing Game, and Wonderland... th-they're almost alike. We're put into such extreme circumstances, that... that certain things, while not forgivable... are understandable.
moraloutrage: (sorry)

[personal profile] moraloutrage 2017-11-05 05:53 am (UTC)(link)
If I tried harder, I could have! I know that I could have stopped Oowada-kun...! [He balls up his fist and then looks down.]

...I apologize for that outburst. A-and I am sorry that you have had to witness two murders yourself!

I suppose that... they do have their similarities. At the very least... We can understand each other, and do our best to move on! You already understand your own flaw, Tsumiki-kun. That can only make you stronger!
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[personal profile] naughty_nurse 2017-11-05 04:41 pm (UTC)(link)
[Could he really have stopped Mondo? Could she have stopped the murderers? She doubts both.]

... I think you're already very strong. You... you've seen the worst of us, Mondo, and now me... but you still fight for us...

... Maybe we can change, because of people like you.
moraloutrage: (face leaking)

[personal profile] moraloutrage 2017-11-05 04:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Really?! If... If I could help anyone to change for the better... if I could be a true inspiration... than that would make me happy beyond words!!
naughty_nurse: (Doctor Doctor)

[personal profile] naughty_nurse 2017-11-05 07:44 pm (UTC)(link)
I-I think you've already changed me, if only even a little bit! B-Because...

... When we were stuck in that weird desert place, with those mummies, I was... I was tempted to let them hurt you. So I could take care of you.

But I... I couldn't let that happen! More than anything, I didn't want you t get hurt at all!
moraloutrage: (sweating)

[personal profile] moraloutrage 2017-11-06 01:09 pm (UTC)(link)
R-really?! You... you felt that temptation? [He gasps.] That is troubling, but, y-you... resisted it? And you have been nothing but a kind friend in all of this time. Truly... truly you are incredible, Tsumiki-kun!!
naughty_nurse: (Doctor Doctor)

[personal profile] naughty_nurse 2017-11-06 08:32 pm (UTC)(link)
[And the tears are coming again, no big shock.]

I don't feel incredible! I feel useless! All of your talents, you can use them at any time! But I'm only useful when the worst thing has happened to everyone! There are times... there are times I truly hate this talent of mine!

But even then, I couldn't let you get hurt! I don't ever, ever, ever want you to get hurt again! I'd rather die than have you hurt!
moraloutrage: (wiping tears with little bro)

[personal profile] moraloutrage 2017-11-07 04:28 am (UTC)(link)
Tsumiki-kun...! I do not wish for you to go so far as to give your own life to protect me from harm. That would be unbearable!

But aside from that part, can you not see? That conviction to protect people is useful as well! I would say that the talent of a nurse is not just in protecting people who are hurt, but in preventing people from being hurt at all! And that is something that you have done for me on several occasions!

[Ishimaru bows deeply before her!]

So, I humbly thank you!
naughty_nurse: (Cure My Ill)

[personal profile] naughty_nurse 2017-11-07 08:13 pm (UTC)(link)
Ishimaru...

[To be thanked, to be truly thanked and have someone grateful for what she's done...

She wants to say she doesn't deserve it. She's compelled to say it's nothing. But the truth that she can't fight, the truth that's beating in her heart, more than anything... she wants to accept it.
]

Y... You're...

You're welcome! You're very welcome!
moraloutrage: (hip with the kids)

[personal profile] moraloutrage 2017-11-08 03:04 am (UTC)(link)
[He rises with a sad smile.]

I feel happy that you accept that, Tsumiki-kun! Accept your usefulness and embrace it. I am sure that it shall help to act even more helpful now that you are aware!

Now, why don't we try to lock up that door? Then we can seek out others to help!
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[personal profile] naughty_nurse 2017-11-08 05:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[She reluctantly looks at her door.]

... I'm... still really scared of what you'll think and what you'll say if you hear anything... b-but... all right. Let's try.

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