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entrancelogs2017-10-26 11:54 pm
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Entry tags:
- 2064 read only memories: turing,
- attack on titan: jean kirstein,
- dangan ronpa: kiyotaka ishimaru,
- dangan ronpa: kokichi oma,
- dangan ronpa: mondo oowada,
- dangan ronpa: ryoko otonashi,
- dangan ronpa: sayaka maizono,
- dc comics: cissie king-jones,
- dc comics: damian wayne,
- dc comics: jonathan kent,
- dc comics: kon-el,
- dc comics: tim drake,
- dragon age: warden cousland,
- erased: kayo hinazuki,
- erased: satoru fujinuma,
- estancia: kay,
- gravity falls: dipper pines,
- gravity falls: mabel pines,
- izombie: olivia moore,
- legends of tomorrow: rip hunter,
- life is strange: max caulfield,
- lucifer: chloe decker,
- lucifer: lucifer morningstar,
- marble hornets: jay,
- marble hornets: tim,
- marvel: billy kaplan,
- marvel: natasha romanoff,
- marvel: peggy carter,
- marvel: tony stark,
- mass effect: commander shepard,
- mass effect: legion,
- newsflesh: georgia mason,
- newsflesh: shaun mason,
- night in the woods: mae borowski,
- ouat: henry mills,
- outlander: claire fraser,
- over the garden wall: greg,
- over the garden wall: wirt,
- persona 3: arisato minato,
- persona 4: seta souji,
- persona 5: ryuji sakamoto,
- rick and morty: morty smith,
- rick and morty: rick,
- steven universe: lapis lazuli,
- steven universe: peridot,
- supernatural: sam winchester,
- the adventure zone: lucretia,
- the adventure zone: lup,
- the adventure zone: taako tacco,
- the amazing spider-man: peter parker,
- the blacklist: raymond reddington,
- the last of us: ellie,
- the last of us: joel,
- the o.c.: taylor townsend,
- the picture of dorian gray: dorian gray,
- the vampire diaries: caroline forbes,
- the vampire diaries: damon salvatore,
- the vampire diaries: elena gilbert,
- the vampire diaries: klaus mikaelson,
- the walking dead game: clementine,
- the walking dead: michonne,
- undertale: alphys,
- undertale: asgore dreemurr,
- undertale: frisk,
- undertale: mettaton,
- undertale: papyrus,
- undertale: sans,
- undertale: toriel
It may very well be the worst thing that's ever happened to you! | OPEN MINGLE
Who: EVERYONE!
Where: EVERYWHERE!
When: Friday October 27th - Tuesday October 31st
Rating: PG-13, warn if you're gonna go higher!
Summary: A catch all for the Horrible Memory Truth Event!
The Story:
For the duration of this event, everyone's entire room will be replaced with a memory playing on loop. They will likely recognize the moment as soon as they see it – it is a moment they remember as the worst moment of their entire lives. It could be a memory from home or something that happened in Wonderland. Lengths of the memories will vary, but they will find that these are not memories they can merely watch – they can step into these memories and attempt to make changes to them, and the memories will be long enough that they have time to make changes (though no more than 24 hours). However, anyone who tries will find that it is futile. No matter what you do or how hard you try, the outcome is always exactly the same somehow. No changes you make will prevent that horrible outcome. It just happens over and over and over again no matter what you do.
On top of that, perhaps complicating any attempts to make changes, everyone will be forced to be honest for the duration of the event. No lies or half-truths are allowed, and filters will be gone for the entire five days. If something bothers someone then they will blurt it out, regardless of whether or not it hurts someone's feelings, and no one will be able to simply keep quiet when they have something to say. They must be truthful and honest with every word they say.
This is a catch-all log for all of your Worst Memory needs! Please mark your threads clearly in the subject line with your character's name and Room Number + Floor for character rooms, or just location if you're making a top level for a public place in the mansion (like the tea rooms or the kitchen) so people can see if there's already a thread available. And here's the plot post if you need it!
Have fun!
Where: EVERYWHERE!
When: Friday October 27th - Tuesday October 31st
Rating: PG-13, warn if you're gonna go higher!
Summary: A catch all for the Horrible Memory Truth Event!
The Story:
For the duration of this event, everyone's entire room will be replaced with a memory playing on loop. They will likely recognize the moment as soon as they see it – it is a moment they remember as the worst moment of their entire lives. It could be a memory from home or something that happened in Wonderland. Lengths of the memories will vary, but they will find that these are not memories they can merely watch – they can step into these memories and attempt to make changes to them, and the memories will be long enough that they have time to make changes (though no more than 24 hours). However, anyone who tries will find that it is futile. No matter what you do or how hard you try, the outcome is always exactly the same somehow. No changes you make will prevent that horrible outcome. It just happens over and over and over again no matter what you do.
On top of that, perhaps complicating any attempts to make changes, everyone will be forced to be honest for the duration of the event. No lies or half-truths are allowed, and filters will be gone for the entire five days. If something bothers someone then they will blurt it out, regardless of whether or not it hurts someone's feelings, and no one will be able to simply keep quiet when they have something to say. They must be truthful and honest with every word they say.
This is a catch-all log for all of your Worst Memory needs! Please mark your threads clearly in the subject line with your character's name and Room Number + Floor for character rooms, or just location if you're making a top level for a public place in the mansion (like the tea rooms or the kitchen) so people can see if there's already a thread available. And here's the plot post if you need it!
Have fun!
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"I don't hate you." That, they know, is true. They don't - can't. Maybe they don't hate anyone, with the exception of themself. Maybe they just don't have it in them anymore. "But I can't keep running to you. I can't keep expecting you to make everything better and understand and be someone who can take care of me. You're not that person."
He just...isn't.
He isn't the type of person who saw a conveniently-shaped lamp and thought that maybe, somewhere down the line, he'd need it for a child shaped precisely like them, holding out hope that someone like them would slip-tumble into his life and fill all the gaps and grooves in a life that was empty but for Papyrus. He isn't the type of person who keeps his promises. He isn't the type of person they can look at and hope to remember- anything but the hot-penny cling of blood to the roof of their mouth, the cold pits of dualed eyesockets boring into them, staring them down.
It wasn't enough. They weren't enough.
They weren't someone who could break the loop of his apathy until he realized that he'd be here for a long while yet, and so would they. That his anomalies were here to stay. Nothing about this was unconditional. And that isn't...they know that's not just it.
But it's part of it. And it's a part they were never willing to admit until they were forced to. At long last.
Their expectations...their loneliness...their fear...
For him?
They will put them aside.
"I know you're trying. But...what you are now? I still can't forget what you've been."
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"you're right. i'm not."
He's not, as he is now. Maybe he never will be. A guy like him should never be trusted around kids. Hadn't Toriel said exactly that? Frisk needs people they can trust. People they can be imperfect around without fear.
He nods slowly, a faint, rueful smile on his face.
"yeah. i understand. i think...maybe you shouldn't forget, anyway."
It's over. But it's not the end. It's just time for a different story.
"then...i guess...i guess i'll see you around. yeah? i'm right down the hall if you ever do need me. okay?"
Someday. Someday, maybe.
Just not now.
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Okay?
Maybe - not so okay. Some part of them is still screaming, railing, digging fingertips into their chest and pulling until everything threatens to shutter into a uniform dark and they're letting him go but maybe they ought to, maybe they ought to try less to retain the things in their life that have hurt them.
He's hurt them. And they say they forgive and they forgive and they forgive, but do they?
Or is that, too, just another broken promise left in pieces in their wake?
"...Sans?"
They can't leave it at that. They can't. It's tentative, it's faint, and it's maybe - the slightest bit hopeful, the lift of their chin, lids still heavy and smoothing away the dark scarlet gleam that everyone must hate, but that Frisk has always rather liked because it isn't the same muddy, ugly brown as before.
"I'm proud of you," says Frisk. "For trying."
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You can't really heal until you can acknowledge what hurt you, and step away from it. Put some distance between the two.
He's about to turn away, and they say his name.
They're proud of him.
It feels so unearned, but he does smile for real.
"thanks, frisk. that really means a lot."
He turns to go.
"see ya, kiddo."
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It took them a long time to register that. A longer time to acknowledge that there's always been a splinter of glass and bone wedged firmly in the curve of their ribs, prying them apart with every exhalation, with every breath of air, with every smile, with every unearned laugh. Pulling it from where it's hilted itself in their SOUL is the hard part.
But not nearly as hard as acknowledging that it was ever there at all.
"Bye," says Frisk.
They suppose they mean that too.