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[ en ] tranceway . m . o . d . s. ([personal profile] vitaelamorte) wrote in [community profile] entrancelogs2017-10-26 11:54 pm
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It may very well be the worst thing that's ever happened to you! | OPEN MINGLE

Who: EVERYONE!
Where: EVERYWHERE!
When: Friday October 27th - Tuesday October 31st
Rating: PG-13, warn if you're gonna go higher!
Summary: A catch all for the Horrible Memory Truth Event!
The Story:

For the duration of this event, everyone's entire room will be replaced with a memory playing on loop. They will likely recognize the moment as soon as they see it – it is a moment they remember as the worst moment of their entire lives. It could be a memory from home or something that happened in Wonderland. Lengths of the memories will vary, but they will find that these are not memories they can merely watch – they can step into these memories and attempt to make changes to them, and the memories will be long enough that they have time to make changes (though no more than 24 hours). However, anyone who tries will find that it is futile. No matter what you do or how hard you try, the outcome is always exactly the same somehow. No changes you make will prevent that horrible outcome. It just happens over and over and over again no matter what you do.

On top of that, perhaps complicating any attempts to make changes, everyone will be forced to be honest for the duration of the event. No lies or half-truths are allowed, and filters will be gone for the entire five days. If something bothers someone then they will blurt it out, regardless of whether or not it hurts someone's feelings, and no one will be able to simply keep quiet when they have something to say. They must be truthful and honest with every word they say.

This is a catch-all log for all of your Worst Memory needs! Please mark your threads clearly in the subject line with your character's name and Room Number + Floor for character rooms, or just location if you're making a top level for a public place in the mansion (like the tea rooms or the kitchen) so people can see if there's already a thread available. And here's the plot post if you need it!

Have fun!
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[personal profile] idolings 2017-11-09 06:04 am (UTC)(link)
[Oh wow, Sayaka was not expecting this to happen. While she was nervous about what she might see in Mikan's room, she knew that no matter what; her opinion on her friend would not change.

She gently squeezes onto her hand to give her comfort. If Mikan was willing to show her whatever it is, then Sayaka made a promise. She would tell her about the horrible crime that she committed back during the Killing Game.

Because... she felt like she could fully trust her.]


Don't worry, I'm here for you. No matter what, I won't abandon you.
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[personal profile] naughty_nurse 2017-11-09 07:26 pm (UTC)(link)
[Mikan doesn't reply - mostly because she's not sure she believes it. She just mumbles her chant over and over again until they make it to the door - where Past!Mikan's mad screams can be heard inside.

She lets go of Sayaka's hand.
]

... If you really want to know... then go inside.
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[personal profile] idolings 2017-11-11 05:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[Sayaka wasn't sure what she was expecting throughout her conversation with Mikan, but she was taken aback once they got there. Those screams were terrifying, she wasn't even sure if was Mikan screaming or someone in her memory.

Either way, she made a promise that she would stick by her side no matter what. Whatever it was that she saw, she wasn't going to turn her back on her.

With a deep breath, Sayaka opens the door and enters the room.

No matter how prepared she was, she still couldn't how shocked she was to witness everything that the Mikan in her memory was doing. It was hard to believe that someone as sweet as her could do something like this, but at the same time she understood. Everyone has their own hidden secrets, including herself. Sayaka continues to watch, looking like she's at a loss for words.]
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[personal profile] naughty_nurse 2017-11-11 08:26 pm (UTC)(link)
[Present!Mikan shuts her eyes, for all the good that it'll do. Even like this, she can still recall with crystal clarity what she'd done. Eventually, there's only so much she can take before she yanks Sayaka back by the wrist and slams the door shut, fresh tears rolling down her face.]

Uuu....
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[personal profile] idolings 2017-11-12 04:38 am (UTC)(link)
[In some ways, Sayaka feels relieved when Mikan pulls her out. That was one of the most painful thing's she's witnessed in a long time. It was so hard to seriously think that sweet Mikan was capable of doing something like that.]

Mikan-chan, I'm so sorry that you have to witness this. [She turns to face her, trying to give her a reassuring smile.] It's okay, my opinion of you still hasn't changed. Besides, Wonderland is capable of making us do strange things as well. So, I don't fully blame you for it.
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[personal profile] naughty_nurse 2017-11-12 02:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[Mikan lets Sayaka go, looking at her in disbelief.]

Huh...? How can it not change? That wasn't all Wonderland! That came from something deep inside me! That came from something we can't ignore!
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[personal profile] idolings 2017-11-13 11:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, I can't deny that it's not the right thing to do. But I will still always like you.

Plus I... can't judge you for that. I did something horrible in the past. I...

[She takes a deep breath, looking almost scared to admit this. Even with the conviction in her heart, she was still frightened to say these words outloud to someone that she liked.]

Before I came here, I was planning on killing someone so I could graduate. Since you showed me that side of you, it's only fair that I share that with you as well.
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[personal profile] naughty_nurse 2017-11-14 01:07 am (UTC)(link)
[Her eyes widen in horror, and she actually takes a step back.]

Y-You? You planed on...?

[No, wait, hold on. The murders she saw back on the island, they'd been for a purpose. so maybe...]

Was... Were you trying to help someone? O-on the island, we had two murders! The first time, he was trying to get home to his sick mother, and the second, she wanted the one she loved to escape!
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[personal profile] idolings 2017-11-14 03:09 am (UTC)(link)
Yes, that's right. I was going to kill someone.

[That reaction was expected and she didn't blame her in the slightest. Sayaka would respond the same if someone told her this revelation too.]

Well, Monokuma gave us some DVDs to watch. Inside each one were videos of our loved ones being held hostage. Mine featured the rest of my idol group laying on the ground and he wouldn't even say if they were alive. He said that the only way we would be able to find out what happened to them was to kill someone.

[Her eyes downcast to the ground, remembering that video brought her too many painful memories.]

I... wanted to do whatever I could to see them. However, that still doesn't excuse my actions. Attempted murder is wrong and I was even planning on framing a friend for my crime.
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[personal profile] naughty_nurse 2017-11-14 06:49 pm (UTC)(link)
[... Attempted murder? She thinks of Nagito - but he'd been crazy, trying to use murder to instill hope and other nonsense. This was different, it had to be different. Yes... just like those two, she'd tried to kill for someone else. It wasn't her fault.

It wasn't entirely her fault.

She... it... Mikan clutches her head.
]

Sayaka... I...I don't know... If I want to hear anymore... I don't want to think of you differently!
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[personal profile] idolings 2017-11-15 01:13 am (UTC)(link)
[She's silent for a few moments. Yeah, she didn't blame her in the slightest. Who would want to listen to something like this? No matter what, what she did would always be unforgivable.

Sayaka lets out a sigh before attempting to smile.]


I understand, sorry.

[Changing the subject, since she didn't want to talk about this much longer either.]

But regardless, that's why my opinion on you won't change.
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[personal profile] naughty_nurse 2017-11-15 12:55 pm (UTC)(link)
[She presses her hands to her face, fresh new tears rolling down with hard, retching sobs.]

Uuu! I don't want anything to change either! Why does this place hurt us like this? It needs death to survive... but it doesn't need to hurt us! WHy, why, whyyy!
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[personal profile] idolings 2017-11-15 09:03 pm (UTC)(link)
[Seeing Mikan's tears were enough to get Sayaka to lightly sniffle and sob too. This place is still safer than their home world, but it wasn't fair that they still had to suffer here.]

I'm... not sure why. But it's not fair. We're just kids and we don't deserve any of this to happen to us. We've been through enough.
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[personal profile] naughty_nurse 2017-11-15 11:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Sayaka... Sayaka... Sayaka...

[She's not brave enough to go for a full on hug, but she does grab Sayakas hands and holds them tightly.]
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[personal profile] idolings 2017-11-17 06:50 am (UTC)(link)
Mikan-chan...

[She begins to sob and gently holds onto Mikan's hands, not wanting to let them go.]

I can't say that everything will be okay, but at least we have each other and all of our other friends.