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Mae Borowski ([personal profile] deadshapes) wrote in [community profile] entrancelogs2018-02-10 11:15 pm

[OPEN] forgot what i was losing my mind about

Who: Mae and YOU
Where: Around the Mansion and grounds
When: 2/9-2/11
Rating: PG-13 for potential violence and mental health issues
Summary: Mae is about fifteen, fresh off The Incident, where she attacked and almost killed a fellow student. Now she's stuck in a world with strange looking people and dinosaurs. She's pretty sure she's gone insane.
The Story:


A: (kitchen) woke up on the wrong side of reality

It's official, then. Everyone was right. Mae Borowski is insane.

She's in an enormous house she's never been to before, and everyone around her doesn't look--normal. The people she's seen are all tall, hairless creatures. She's pretty sure they're still people, since they're wearing clothes and talking, but they're not normal. Maybe aliens. They're not actual aliens, she's sure. It's just her mind making them look that way. So she tries not to look at them too much, because if she stares then people will start asking what's wrong.

There's also dinosaurs outside. She knows plenty about dinosaurs. She had like a thousand plastic dinosaurs as a kid.

So this is what insanity is like. It's weird. She doesn't really feel crazy. She just kind of feels lost and numb, and like she's about three inches to the left of her own body. Everything's just...sort of floaty.

She hides out in her room for most of the first day, but eventually she gets up the courage to go exploring. Might as well explore this insane asylum or whatever it is. Where are all the doctors?

She ends up in the kitchen, where she finds a box of off-brand Cinnamon Toast Crunch. Then she tucks herself into a corner of the kitchen and just starts eating out of the box, staring into space and trying not to think too hard about what's happening. She's got a journal and pen with her and occasionally jots something down.


B: (roof) there's a madness that's just coursing right through me

Later on, she starts getting the hang for how this crazy fever dream of hers is going to work. It's all magic-based or whatever, and the closets have infinite resources. Junk food, blankets, baseball bats, you name it. She started to get a bat out of the closet, then thought against it. No weapons. Bad idea. She might hurt someone again.

Instead, she starts gathering a whole bunch of small drinking glasses and carries them up to the roof. The roof is a bit dangerous, considering there's like...pteradactyls and shit. They leave her alone once they realize what she's doing, though. Mae just sort of starts tossing the glasses and letting them smash onto the roof. Once she's done with one batch, she sweeps up the broken glass--she doesn't want to be that guy who leaves broken glass everywhere--and then starts it all over again.

It's cathartic. It's helping.
noreason: (I have zero romance feelings for you)

[personal profile] noreason 2018-02-14 02:48 am (UTC)(link)
"Are you sure you're insane?" She seems about the same to him. "I mean, I'm not saying you're not, but I haven't really seen any evidence so far."
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[personal profile] postictal 2018-02-17 06:53 am (UTC)(link)
You're human.

He looks down at one small, trembling hand, flexing the fingers into a fist and out again, counting them, one by one. People don't ask him things like that. That goes unspoken, unsaid. He's human in the same way that everyone else is, isn't he? A strange human, an abnormal human, one that needs constant supervision, but...human.

"I haven't seen anyone else who acts like me," he ventures, at last. "So, um. I guess we can both be freaks."
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[personal profile] naughty_nurse 2018-02-17 03:30 pm (UTC)(link)
"Well... the thing is, you already know." Mikan fidgeting, shifting the weight of her body from one foot to the other. "It'll come back to you in a few days... so now I'm just unsure if I should tell you everything all over again..." Sheesh, it was like being with Ryoko. "Until you do, I guess you don't really have to worry about much... you can eat whatever you want, and do whatever you want..."
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[personal profile] noreason 2018-02-17 06:21 pm (UTC)(link)
"Yeah, being here probably doesn't help."

Being in Wonderland really is like a fever dream sometimes.

"Why are people saying you're crazy?"
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[personal profile] postictal 2018-02-18 06:55 am (UTC)(link)
"They said I shouldn't have sharp things," says Tim, dubiously, but he's shifting forward one step, slow and careful and tentative. It's not a confirmation. Not yet. But he is, inarguably, tempted.

"They...they said it's dangerous. Broken glass can cut you. You can get it all buried in your hands and knees and stuff."

Not that he would know the specifics, of how agonizing that can get. He's just been cautioned against it a dozen times. Which is pretty stupid, as far as he's concerned; he's not about to jump out of any windows, is he?

Of course not.
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[personal profile] noreason 2018-02-18 07:35 pm (UTC)(link)
"Hmm..." He considers, nodding. "But doing something crazy isn't the same as being crazy. It's only if you keep doing it that it really shows you're crazy."
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[personal profile] naughty_nurse 2018-02-18 08:01 pm (UTC)(link)
"Well, I am a nurse." Mikan points at herself. "So if you get hurt, I can take care of you." That's what Mae was worried about, right?
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[personal profile] bibliocorn 2018-02-18 09:46 pm (UTC)(link)
He takes a moment to consider that pretty infallible logic.

"Oh, um. Okay," he considers, trying to figure a way to help her out here. "Is there anything I could say that you'd not have in your perspective? I can talk about my world if that'd help. You probably don't have perspective about that."

Even if she WAS from Abyssinia, chances are she won't have gone near Equestria. It's a win-win situation, in his little mind.
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[personal profile] postictal 2018-02-19 12:55 am (UTC)(link)
With notable trepidation, he picks up one of the drinking glasses, turns it over and over between his fingers. He doesn't throw it just yet, but he - he has it. That's step one. Maybe he can take it slow.

"Why'd you break it?" he asks at last. "The...the emergency glass. Was it an emergency?"

He'd have to assume it was. But someone got mad at her? He's not certain he follows the train of thought there, but then again - he's not really the smartest person, he knows. He's a liability. Missed too many days from school. Has to be held back.
postictal: (shit boi i die)

[personal profile] postictal 2018-02-19 05:27 am (UTC)(link)
He runs his thumb up and down the contours of the glass. It seems wrong to have it just to break it. It's dangerous, having broken glass around children. But she's a child too, isn't she? She's...she's older than him, but she seems like she might not be a grown-up, just yet. He'd like to think he can tell.

But then, she's not exactly human, either.

"They keep saying I'm weird, too," Tim mumbles. "Or...'abnormal,' I think. They say stuff sometimes, when they think I can't hear. Stuff like, um - like..." He has to screw his eyes shut to concentrate on recalling the words properly, but can relay them, eventually. "'Violent episodes' and, um, 'delusions.'"

Whatever that means.

He hurls the glass abruptly, and watches it shatter across the ground in a sparkling stream of fragmenting glass. Balls his fists up at his side and lets his shoulders slump downward.

Maybe it did help him feel a little better.

"So I, I guess I am."
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[personal profile] naughty_nurse 2018-02-19 12:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Now her eyes widen. Why would Mae say such a thing? That's not like her at all.

"... Do you m-mean, like, self-defense?"
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[personal profile] noreason 2018-02-19 06:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, that is a good point.

"Well, I've heard that if you have the presence of mind to think that you're crazy, you probably aren't."

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