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entrancelogs2018-03-07 10:51 pm
burntvideocassette) wrote in entrancelogs2018-03-07 10:51 pm
Entry tags:
shadows creep and walls have eyes
Who: Jay and Tim
Where: Tim's Room
When: March 7th
Rating: PG-13; The usual CW for mental health discussion
Summary: Tim's got an unlimited supply of pills. Jay's learned something that keeps slipping out of his memory. They both nearly got eaten by a dinosaur. There's a lot to talk about.
The Story:
This is bad. He knows it's bad, Sans confirmed it's bad, and now he's got to tell Tim and hope he doesn't just wind up pissing him off. He wound back the tape--no, he just looked at his notes. Just looked at the study guide. Sans was a scientist. There was an experiment. It went wrong, and now Sans is the only one left, and the others have been written out of history, and even though Sans can remember it, Jay--
Jay what?
Right. He forgets.
There was a doctor. Sans said his name, right? (He didn't. He doesn't think he did. It feels familiar, asking, and checking, and asking, and checking again, until he writes it down. He thinks Sans didn't say it.) There was a doctor, but he's not the important part here. The important part is letting Tim know there's something he shouldn't know.
Great. Now he just has to keep it all straight when he can't--
No, he's got the footage. If there's something missing, he's got the--no, wait. It's written on his arm below the wrist brace, in a cramped, faded scrawl.
File 0209y2_6.mp4 1:05:15-1:20:32 transcribed in notebook 12/0209y2_6.txt. Check FIRST.
Right. He wrote it down to save time. Maybe he should have brought the notebook himself, but maybe that would make things harder. If Tim does get curious, he shouldn't have the information right there.
He scans down his arm, reading his other notes.
Content of memory not dangerous. (Probably.)
Knowing = dangerous.
From world w/ monsters and souls.
Alright. He's got this. He can do this.
With one hand in a brace and the other holding the camera, he doesn't knock on Tim's door. Instead, he lightly kicks it. Should sound about the same.
Where: Tim's Room
When: March 7th
Rating: PG-13; The usual CW for mental health discussion
Summary: Tim's got an unlimited supply of pills. Jay's learned something that keeps slipping out of his memory. They both nearly got eaten by a dinosaur. There's a lot to talk about.
The Story:
This is bad. He knows it's bad, Sans confirmed it's bad, and now he's got to tell Tim and hope he doesn't just wind up pissing him off. He wound back the tape--no, he just looked at his notes. Just looked at the study guide. Sans was a scientist. There was an experiment. It went wrong, and now Sans is the only one left, and the others have been written out of history, and even though Sans can remember it, Jay--
Jay what?
Right. He forgets.
There was a doctor. Sans said his name, right? (He didn't. He doesn't think he did. It feels familiar, asking, and checking, and asking, and checking again, until he writes it down. He thinks Sans didn't say it.) There was a doctor, but he's not the important part here. The important part is letting Tim know there's something he shouldn't know.
Great. Now he just has to keep it all straight when he can't--
No, he's got the footage. If there's something missing, he's got the--no, wait. It's written on his arm below the wrist brace, in a cramped, faded scrawl.
File 0209y2_6.mp4 1:05:15-1:20:32 transcribed in notebook 12/0209y2_6.txt. Check FIRST.
Right. He wrote it down to save time. Maybe he should have brought the notebook himself, but maybe that would make things harder. If Tim does get curious, he shouldn't have the information right there.
He scans down his arm, reading his other notes.
Content of memory not dangerous. (Probably.)
Knowing = dangerous.
From world w/ monsters and souls.
Alright. He's got this. He can do this.
With one hand in a brace and the other holding the camera, he doesn't knock on Tim's door. Instead, he lightly kicks it. Should sound about the same.
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Jay shuffles back toward the door, posture stooped and arms held tight to his sides. "And, uh. You, too. Let me know."
He hasn't forgotten what Tim said earlier, about his house and about Alex and about the way he thinks things should have gone. Tim sounds like he's cooled down a bit (ha), but it's not like Jay can tell what's going on inside his head. So, if he needs anything else, he can let Jay know.
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There's no escaping what he's said now that he's said it, huh? It's out there. And as obtuse as Jay can be, there's no way he can misinterpret what Tim's laid out now.
Fantastic.
"See you."
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See you is good. With all the ways the next few days could go wrong, see you is at least something he can plan for. Tim's an asshole, sure, but at least he's an asshole who'll be around.
Check the cameras. Mark the drives. Forget. Take the first pill.
Like ripping off a band-aid.
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His mirror hasn't been fully shattered, but it's spiderwebbed with cracks, all leading from one central impact point.