"But I'm not just a kid." Her voice is steady. It's not spoken like a child might, reactionary, lashing out against the reality. It's spoken as someone who is aware of her age, aware of how to use that to her advantage too. "You start thinking like that about all the Mirrors in there, and you'll really be in trouble. I'm someone who signed up with the biggest asshole in my world and screwed over a bunch of people I cared about to do it. By screwed over, I mean that most of them were killed after that, and I went on to thrive and help the asshole by doing a lot of fucked up shit without caring."

There's a pause since she gets her talking about it means-

Well, it means what it does. She's not so heartless anymore or maybe she let her heart out of wherever the hell she stuffed it. She huffs out a breath.

"I'm trying to be different now. Don't really know why."