[ Monika's silent for a long time. Those questions are so insanely hard to answer. There are always two sides to a story, but...

Her suffering is barely comparable now. For once in her life, she feels humbled. ]

I don't think anyone ever truly deserves to suffer.

[ She can't help a wince. She thinks about some of the things she did at home, but...no. It's not like that was real. It doesn't count. ]

Not even the worst people. So I think I see your point now.

[ She laughs quietly. ] I guess I'm just so used to getting nothing that I never expect anything at all.